Kaliyani Summer Solstice Love Feast

Kaliyani Summer Solstice 7134This past Saturday I got to celebrate Summer Solstice in communion with so many beloveds in the greater and wider family and it stood as a mark in so many different levels…but most of all as an opening in the gate of my creative destiny after a much extended period, precisely 9 months, of what seemed like a gestating period for new life to arise… In the meantime, all else had to be placed on hold to honor what was calling me most strongly to serve best in those moments…

A few times before along these past months I had felt this opening, but never quite as strong as now… So, I’m riding this wave of joy and expansion with the enthusiastic radiance of a child, awe-struck at its first witness of the ocean waves as they crash ashore… I rise into the rebirthing of this new cycle of life, after completion and final closing of a past that for so long continued to be present in so many ways and has now been cleared and completed for a new period to begin…

Having to let go of soul friends and family members who have left this plane of existence has been a great part of what brought much of this gestation, restructuring, and reordering… Yet as the first sprouts break through this new ground of of being, love has come to find me again! Oh, what a gift that keeps of giving… and I choose to re-embrace it anew as the only true evolutionary choice!Kaliyani Summer Solstice 6978

So I receive this Summer Solstice as a time for us to rise over again into the apex of our limitless possibilities and allow the glory of a new day to shine bright with manifestations abound! A time to remind ourselves that Light and Shadow compliment each other such as daylight and night time. They compose a picture that fits within the 24hr cycle and as one expands the other contracts…so it is within us as well… as our soul sojourn through this gift of life within this beautiful bodies…

I, now, more than ever stand as witness to the profound wisdom that resides in this allowing and accepting without judgment or resistance, the ebb and flow of life as it comes to deliver us time and again from night to day, and again, from day into the night in an endless continuum dance so divinely ordained and real…a necessary part in this r-evolutionary cosmic game called life…

My wish is that our love be strong and playful and yet valiantly bold urging us to step through that initiation portal at the edge of our fear so we can continue to reap the harvest of our heart’s courage.

As I like to say, the greatest love does’t always feel like we have been used to believe it should; the greatest love is not always quiet, not always soft, not always meek, yielding or tame…so for this Solstice, I’m wishing you all a renewed experience of you own illusion defying, magnificent and transforming… Fierce Love!

Kaliyani <3

Happy 2015 everyone!

May this turn around the sun make you dance with the creative fire that burns in your belly telling you “you are a magnificent being of light” and that you CAN shout out your truth authentically, fearlessly and unapologetically.

May this 2015 gift you with the knowing that you are worth it and that being in your truth and purpose helps heal the whole world as you break through all limiting concepts of reality and chisel away all that which stands between your soul’s calling and your heart’s longing…

Fierce Love,
Kaliyani

I believe every life is a masterpiece to which we are the art, the artist and the co-commissioner with Spirit. We celebrate the art of living by becoming aware that in each moment's occasion lies an opportunity to chisel away that which stand in the way of our soul's calling and heart's longing... Kaliyani#

I am

I am a child of innocence and as such I choose to remain…my heart is unbound by concepts that separate me from wholeness and I have only myself to forgive for any judgments I may have held against that or those who were once veiled under my own ignorance…

I am the lightness of being in the likeness of light… yet, fluid and flowing,
I am like water, which fearlessly visits the depths where that same light cannot enter so I can be purified in the magma fire core to evaporate into the ethers of eternity…

I am Yin and Yang, expansion and contraction, the all and the one…for all duality is but a fleeting and loving whisper in the ears of wholeness…”

Gestation and Regeneration

A period of gestation and regeneration… awaiting the rebalancing of the inner and outer systems. The unseen becomes visible as revealed by the unexpected unfolding, a miracle delivered…The dive to the underground pools is an archetypal imagery of gestation and brings with it the possibility of new beginnings, a new earth rise, as we await the imminent birth of the Universal Human; for a kinder humankind…

No borders, no separation, no hoarding, or degeneration, no clash, no discord…

Love, sustainability, unbridled fertility… balance, beauty, ecstasy… peace.

The wound is the place where the light enters you Rumi#

Rituals and mother earth

There is great value of meditation and many of the rituals of connecting with spirit. But I find it to be a dangerous trap when people get too dogmatic in their practice. Equating only their way of connecting as the right way. People then lose the purpose of the ritual because they end up doing it in a restrictive almost punitive way. And then they get out of flow in that moment. And connecting with spirit is all about flow. I don’t believe Spirit or the mystery wants that from us. And I think that is the main problem with people who are disappointed with their practice. It’s not about doing it for a length of time it’s about doing it “right”. It’s being in the flow. Honoring your soul.

My favorite form of ritual is to commune with nature. Open eye meditation, which Buddhists call contemplation, is when my eyes are open and I’m just allowing everything to penetrate: the light of everything, the color of everything and a feeling of connecting with the beauty of creation because it is a manifestation of God.

Sometimes when I’m planting my garden and I am feeling my connection so deeply I’m become completely one with the flowers and can see the incredible fascinating world of the flower or vegetables growing out of the plants in my garden. I can spend hours doing that. That is my communion with God.

My garden is a sacred place not only in my backyard but living and pulsing inside my own heart…It is a mirror in great service reflecting my own evolutionary unfolding… As I cultivate, it blossoms and lights up with shaktified colors and pranic vitality… so it is inside here at the center of my soul star…shining brighter every time I play a part in the sprouting of a new seed… in the heart of a client, fan, loved one, or a complete “stranger”(as if such thing really exists!)…Loving life and witnessing miracles unfolding…

On my recent trip to Tahiti…as I was coming down a path into these great forests it was like we were in another dimensional reality. You could feel it the spirits everywhere. So when I think what we’ve done to the earth it’s sad. We are so caught up in the engine of doing. I feel I have to do this or that there are not enough hours in the day. I love every time a can be a part of bringing green into the world.

endless waves of bliss

Today was my first day back from the Soulful Women’s Retreat dive into yet another four archetypes of the divine feminine at Harbin Hot Springs. Time for integration after shedding many more layers towards the core essence of being, letting go of that which no longer serves my evolutionary impulse…Deep waves of mind obliterating surrender into the authentic expression of my sentience…honoring the mystery and the medicine in all of my feeling body…committing to no longer scrutinize my emotions and try to explain, rationalize, sensor or make wrong anything that may bubble up from the well of my womb…I am whole and holy just as I am… Feeling touched by the beauty of the soul connection with all the soul sisters in that group who are a living example of naked authenticity and love in action…feeling you all and loving and cherishing each memory and many gifts you sent me home with…sending you endless waves of bliss till next time in July!

Next preparing to leave again for phase two of the music video shoot from Tuesday through Thursday/Friday Headed to Death Valley, Ancient Bristlecone Pine Forest and Yosemite. Not a dull moment as life has taken me by my moon horns and invited me into a wild and sacred dance that leaves no room for pointless mind chatter…in the flow and surrendered in the rebirthing of each moment with deep gratitude and humility…